I almost got suckered by an Author...

I don't know why, but one of my favorite authors decided that she was going to release an IR with a lesbian bent. Seriously??!!! Seriously??!!! As if I need to read that crap. And what made it so bad is that the book was 99 cents, and it neglected to give a true synopsis. I knew better rhan to read it after a certain point, and i regret the fact that I did. k wam99 cents

I choose to have a good attitude...

Awesome Day!

Today was an awesome day!

I avoided an arguement with BEC & I saw Mr. M & his wife agin. I s . so glad that God worked it out for them. 2 checks a month!
Other than that, i am so gr8ful that God has blessed me ans my family...

I need to take a Vacay and just Shut Up

I seriously need to take a Vacation, so that I can just sit down somewhere and shut up.

Why am I saying this? This is all because I gave another salesman at the Audi delearship, " the Business" regarding my displeasure being treated as a nonentity (initially) on yesterday. He said that he would speak to the manager and make it right, byt at this moment I am so done with them.

However, on the inside, I do feel like crap for the way that I spoke to him. I treated bim poorly, and quite frankly, I was engaging in emotional bullshit with a whopping stinky dose of bad emotional hygiene. I need to work that shit outon my own and/or with a therapist.

Despite the fact thst i fucked up again, i will not be against myself and do self sabatoge. I am going to work on me and deal with it.

If I didn't know that I was black before today, I sure as Fuck do now...

Today, I went shopping for the Infiniti, and had a chance to test drive two vehicles. But also, i got a taste of some seriously annoying disrespect at an Audi Dealership in Euless. Initially when Eld. M and i went into the dealership, no one said not one frickin thing. Just absolutely ignored us, and they did it for so lo g that I had a chance to look up the name of the best salesman on the lot, and after i got a half-assed response from 1 salesguy, it took more time until i finally moved to ask one of the black guys sitting in an office about why it was taking so long to be helped. Simply put, I was pissed. Finally as a black sales guy was approaching the area where the man's office was, he stopped to ask if i needed some help, and i explained that i was waiting on homeboy, but he hadn't shown up yet.And yes, i did tell him that i was upset, and felt disrespected. More than likely, my statement, along with my expectation to receive stellar service, and the fact that i am currently a Black lower middleclass woman, had something to do with the lack of enthusiasm, and general shitty service that i received on today. The one bright spot was the salesman, but i think that he just wanted us out of his hair. I want to write a letter or call their corporate office, but those German bastards would probably ask why did my Black ass want a fucking Infiniti. Yep folks... I am pissed, but i will get over it. Why are some people so fucking uncool?

Less Sleep=One Cranky Chica

I need some freakin' rest....

Today was the greatest day, so far...

Awesome on to day! Looking forward to an even better one on tomorrow..