This 44 year old Unmarried Chica is feeling rather guilty on this morning. Yep.... I lusted big time over Channung Tatum's tight body and well played simulations of oral sex. Oh my goodness. It was just one hugr reminder that I have been without sex for 22 years, and that when I did have it, I would have done better staying a virgin and buying some heavy duty Vibrators.
Yep... I need the Lord to help me not to mess up any further. Sometimes, I feel like I've missed out. Like my youth was wasted in hating myself, and others. Will God restore all that was taken from me, by others and my own foolishness, insecurities, and sin? I certainly hope so..
Perhaps being hurt/used by Timothy was a good thing. It could uave been a lot worse. Way worse. But God... But God.... But God gave me the Grace to continue on and do a 180.. Thank God for Jesus. I am free to be (a growing) me...
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